May 30th

It's been about 4 days since my last entry. I appologize for that. Instead of heading east like I had planned, I decided to turn back and head west.

I have covered a lot of ground: making my way from Corpus Christi, Tx to San Diego, Ca. A lot has happened since then. I have finally outed myself to the world. I have outed my father and outed my mission. Most of this has been at the local centers in different towns. Some at group meetings at a few universities. A lot of people seem very supportive of my mission which makes things a lot easier since a lot of people understand.

Some people I've met have had friends and family die after taking Promicin, some have had family members die for natural reasons and they feel that it is their duty to make things better as well.I have since had to by a newer RV, one with all the trimmings so it can house all of my pets as well as a fellow traveler. I bought a third dog, a German Shepherd which I named Poseidon (nickname is Sei (pronounced Sigh)). Also bought a python snake which I named Pirate. I love my dogs Biscy and Fajit but I feel that now that I have outed myself to the world, I need some animals that can protect me should any harm arise.

And I don't know if you want to call it fate or destiny or whatever, but when I was in Roswell, NM to rest up a bit, I was brousing at some local shops and when out of no where, I see Troy. (The guy who I met back on May 23rd in Flagstaff, Az). It's so strange because ever since I had met him, I would always dream of him.We got to talking for a while and it turns out Troy is just a nickname he was given back in high school. He played QB for his football team and everyone thought he had the arm of Troy Aikman. His real name is Kai (pronounced Ky).We talked more than I thought we would.

He walked me back to the RV park which was the same park he and his folks were staying at, turns out their trailer was the one right next to mine. We then set up a small camp fire and Kai and I got to talking even more. He told me all about his life: he told me how his father worked for the government and how he used to work with Ryland. His father disagreed with all of what Ryland was doing so he quit his job and his father was in support of the 4400 and those who took Promicin. I in turn told Kai about my life: about who my father was and the reason I took Promicin. It was then Kai asked if we could go inside (in my RV). Curious, I said yes.

It was then that he told me he had taken Promicin as well the day after meeting me. It was something he still had not yet revealed to his parents. I will not disclose his ability just yet- not until he is ready. I in turn told him about my ability.Kai and I continued to stay up talking all night even after his parents went to bed. My three pets were inside while Sei stayed outside with us.
For some reason this conversation we had stayed with me:
"There's something between us," Kai said to me.
I looked in his eyes and replied, "Yeah, yeah there is."
"I've felt it since the moment I met you," said Kai.
"Me too. I feel like I've known you my entire life, yet how can that be since we'd never met before?"
"I wish I knew but I feel it to," Kai replied.

It was then that Kai and I got closer together, our faces lingering in and then the kiss happened. It was a very magical night- the two of us kissing near the camp fire and under the stars. Unfortunately, as lovely as the kiss was, I had to cut it short since my guardian dog interrupted my thoughts.

"I'm sorry," I said to Kai.
I then looked over to Sei and began whispering to him."Do you mind?"
"As a matter of fact," said Sei, "I do. That's just gross."
"Get used to it."
"Yuck, no thanks. You two are worse than dogs,"
"Thanks a lot."
Sei looked up at me and gave me is precious eyes, "You're welcome," he said.I just rolled my eyes and looked to Kai.
"Everything okay?" he asked.
"Dogs always have to have the final word don't they- now where were we?"

Kai and I continued to kiss most of the night until we both decided to call it a night and go inside (each to our seperate trailers).

The following morning the both of us got up right at sunset and again we kissed.
"I don't want to leave you," was all Kai said.
Out of no where I replied, "Then don't. Come with me."
Kai looked at me, "Are you serious?"
"I don't know, I'm talking crazy but yes I'm serious. You and I can spread the word on the 4400 and the Promicin positives but we'll also be together. And I know what I'm saying sounds crazy and it's usually the guy that brings all that stuff up so maybe it was a bad idea and I know it's not text book but-"
"Baby, you're rambling,"
I took a seat on a log. "I know I am, I'm sorry."
"It's okay, I find it to be cute."
Kai took a seat next to me and placed his hands on mine. "Cove, I want to be with you. I've wanted to be with you since I first met you. Ever since we first met, I've had dreams about you."
"That's interesting, I've had dreams about you to."
Kai just smiled and said, "I doubt if my parents would be okay with us going in the direction you are but I'm willing to come with you if it means our worlds get turned upside down. I want to be with you."
It was my turn to smile, "And I want to be with you too."
"It's settled then. When my parents wake up, we'll tell them together."

Kai's parents didn't get up until around 10:20 so the two of us made breakfast for them.When they were finally alert and awake, we told them our plans. Kai's mother seemed to approve since she had done the same thing long ago but his father was a little concerned. He was just afraid for his son and he didn't want him to get mixed up in the mess. Kai assured him he would be okay and that he knew what he was doing. He then told him about taking Promicin. His parents were shocked but they thought that as long as their son was alive then he would be okay.

After a few more moments of discussion, his father came around.

Actually it was when Kai's mother said to him, "It's their destiny. This is the girl Kai told me about days ago. Don't you see David, fate has brought them together."
David looked at his son and at myself as we held tightly to each other. He then looked back at his wife, "I suppose you're right, Katherine, our son has to grow up sometime, I just didn't expect it to be this soon. We have to let you go, Troy."

Kai embraced his father and then mother. He then went to his trailer to pack his things.

And now, here we are, the two of us together in San Diego, Ca. Both spreading the good news about the 4400 and the Promcin +