Heading Back

(written on May 23rd)

I have decided to head back to Alamogordo, NM. There is some unfinished business I must take care of. Since the death of my family I have not been able to sleep. Jane Luce keeps coming into my mind. I can see her face clearly as I write this now. She is haunting me. I have to go back and show her that I will not let her win. I have to do this if I am to continue with my mission.

Every time someone talks bad about the 4400 or the Promicin + I just shy away and offer no input. That is not the mission I sent out to do. It's fear of Jane Luce that keeps me from standing up for what I should be standing up for. Yet at the same time I want to stop people like Jane Luce. The only way I know how to do that is if I come face to face with the one who is haunting me. Only then will I be able to sleep. And only then will I be able to full-fill my mission.