Grief

(written on May 22nd)

Good morning everyone (it is now 6:30 a.m. as I write this.) Or is it a good morning? Not really. I am thinking about my family today so it's very depressing. I hate Jane Luce for what she has done, for taking my family away. I would really like for her to pay for what she has done but I know that would be wrong. I've thought about using my ability on her- by asking some local animals, maybe a snake to slitther in and take her life. But I have also thought of the consequences. I know that if I were to do that, I would be proving to the world what they fear about the 4400 and the Promicin positives. I can damage Jane more so with words than if she were dead. I will not do that. My father did not intend for me to kill so I won't start now.I don't know how many of you have read the book, "Message in a Bottle" by Nicholas Sparks but after reading it a few times over, I have decided to write them to my own father. I have rolled up the message in a bottle all ready and will save them until I find an open sea. No oceans around for miles at the moment.