Sunday, August 5, 2007

Final Decision



Yesterday, August 4th, I finally came to a decision. I decided to join Jordan Collier and his cause.

All week I had been arresting Promicin Positives. One of the P+ I arrested was a friend of mine, Abram Eliot. I had caught him a while back and my partner and I helped him to escape. I couldn't look the other way this time. As I observed my actions of the past week, it all felt wrong. The job at NTAC wasn't what it used to be (at least for me). I thought going into this I could somehow become a bridge between NTAC & the 4400/P+ but it didn't turn out that way. I felt disgusted with what I was doing. So after work on Friday, I turned in my badge and my gun. I didn't tell my boss why I was quitting. I had told Diana Skouris the night before and while she didn't like my decision, she wouldn't question it or help me turn the other way.

I'm a P+ and it's time I do something about it.

Three things that were said by Jordan Collier stayed in my mind:

1.) Change is painful and comes with a cost.

2.) For too long those of us with special gifts, 4400s and non-4400s have had to conceal our abilities. The time for hiding is over and the time for miracles has begun.

3.) For those willing to join us, we welcome you. All you need is an ability and the willingness to be apart of a miracle.

I will no longer hide who I am. Whatever needs to get done or whatever task Collier or Kyle assign me I will do it. No more running from my destiny. No more hiding. I am a Promicin Positive and it's time I live up to who I am.

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